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Wednesday, January 5, 2011 ( 1:46:00 PM )

HAPPPYY NEW YEAR!!

i know im alittle late but we are in year 2011.

weee~

=))))

oftenly i have many thoughts in mind that i want to pen it down.

but once my fingers touches the board, i forget everything that i want to say.

so once awhile i quickly jot down in pointform on any piece of paper i can find.

tada~

im determined that i dont want to live this year the same way as year2010.

i was and am still lazy but i need to move on!

yes joyelyn wants to move on.

eevryone says that

but i am trying.

retail job was alright.

once youve picked it up, everything seems easy

excet for the fact they kept on adding promotional stuffs which complicates procedure.

and i got bored of the routine of

either cashiering or stocker.

having to deal with difficult customer is a pain in the ass

but it kinds of mould my way of handling them.

they expects solution to be given apart from sorry.

some were really unreasonable that i really felt like punching them yet i cant.

i can only complain afterwards.

i got scolded

i got complimentated

but

i realised

ANYONE can do retail line.

even a drop-out school leavers works with me.

not that im pushing them down

but its freaking true.

no wonder my relatives gave me the

"huh" look upon knowing i worked as a retail associate.

i used to defend myself saying its not bad okay

at least i get paid higher than fnb supervisors.

maybe when im in my 30s and go bred of being a housewife

i can go back to retail

cause thats how some of people i know are doing that.

as time pass,

the need to find what i truely love and wants sets in.

i love travelling.

its like my biggest dream.

i want to travel to many places and stay there for a period of time.

taste their culture

adapt their lifestyles

work there and earn alittle for myself.

i want the experience.

i feel free when im out of singapore.

i feel happier.

i need a job that allows me to travel the world.

but what jobs are available for me?

cabin crew.

yes i loved to be one but i hate flying

because i hate turbulance

and how documentaries of plance crashes still haunts in me.

frank always told me "have faith in the plane"

yes yes

i always have faith in the plane but once the plane gets rocking up and down,

my failth slowly disappears while my fear steps in.

i know i should try

challenge myself.

yes maybe i will =))

what other jobs?

travel consultant?

travel guide?

business job?

suddenly i want to study again

it seems like the only path

but

I NEVER LIKE STUDYING.

not everyone likes

yet

i know very well how important a degree will be useful in future.

but i dont wanna waste my dad money if i really dont used it.

however my friend told me

its better for my ownself

because i never know what will happen in the future

and that i may have to support myself with the cert

if i were to study,

im taking the degree in hospitality and tourism.

my mum doesnt really wants me to study in sg private sch

and australia schools are EXPENSIVE

my family arent rich

and i still have two more younger sisters education that my dad has to pay for.

its not easy.

i need an answer.

quick.

i have planned to go overseas this year.

either europe or america

be it solo or with friends or family

thats one of my goal this year!

anyway

HOPE EEVRYONE KNOWS WHAT THEY WANT AND GO ON

FIGHT FOR YOUR LIFE!

FOR YOUR DREAMS!

FOR YOUR GOAL!

=DDD

and i will too.

(am happy for MITC to be sponsering for justedeboutsingapore

way to go frank!)

loveyouall;

joycelyn`

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