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Tuesday, July 14, 2009 ( 9:51:00 AM )

on a normal nightride home from school.

movie with adeline and frankie to.

watched dance subaru.

breakfast for frankie's birthday.

that heart was there to cover the guy's face behind. lol

him showing his new bday shoes.

im also a girl.

and i dont see why i cant dress up just because you said it doesn suit me.

after finals =D

lol.

my com went mad.

with the font so huge.

sky.

clouds.sky.

found a similar paper card at genting.

hahaaa.

=D

cool.

new nail polish from genting..

evidence of 85nail polish =D

hahaaa.

nike sb dunk.

=D

-

i dont like not knowing your friends.

tell me all about it.

i want to know.

.

face it

accept it

forget it

we ( fragile humans)

should learn to be stronger.

.

once bitten,

twice not shy.

we cant help you anymore.

.

stop pretending we are still together

because

we arent since way back.

.

you dont need me.

dont indirectly try to make me feel guilty.

your trick will work

but its gonna

increase my disappointment from you.

.

you should grow from experience

instead of dwelling on the wound

and not move on.

because its you who suffer,

noone else.

not your family.

not your close friends.

not even the person you thought you love deeply.

.

respect people's decision.

everyone decides on something

for a reason.

dont presume its always negative.

sometimes,

its for your own good.

.

"chang tong bu ru duan tong"

if the process of pain is long-term,

why not end it short?

.

apparently,

you wont listen

nor care about wad i say

because

you are stubborn.

you just want the attention from anyone

when youre down.

but when youre alright?

new friends starts coming in

and old friends soon becomes .. who?

.

and im sorry.

i may be your friend

but i am not one

who will still side you

even if the facts are

all turned on you.

trust me,

you dont need

a friend

who is constantly

telling white lie

just to make you happy,

gives you wad you want to hear,

pretend you are correct even if youre not.

keeps the truth from you.

.

dont even think about telling tales about me

when i dont go your way.

bad move.

.

.

dont understand why i would get irritated

when you talked to me.

weird weird.

want sip to over.

cant wait

.

i used to admire you.

pretty rich smart.

but not anymore.

your heart .

betrayed every good traits of yours.

now i understand,

personality weighs the most.

appearance is just the bait

for attracting people.

personality decides

whether the person will leave or stay.

love or dislike you.

.

what i dont understand is

why would you tell tales about me

to people around me.

i dont see what it has to benefit you.

besides,

its all old rumours

you have just picked up

and recharged it to new people.

people changed.

i can proudly tell you

joycelyn has changed.

.

do you even treat me as a friend?

or merely

some middle-man

to gain your goals/motives/wadsoever.

.

alright,

it doesnt matter anymore.

let the irritation wear off.

and knows that

people loves me

more than they loves you.

over.

.

bye world.

loves,

joycelyn`