why does time pass so slowly today?

its only 10.30am.

ive been in lab since 845am.

boring boring boring.

flipping pictures.

hoping day pass quickly.

modern tonight.

=)

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frankie hardly recieve present

nor celebrate with his friends

on his birthday.

it was only my family and me

for the past few years that i know him.

one and only present - me.

thought of making it a friends year for him

that it'll catch him offguard,surprised and happier.

im really thankful for those who agreed

without hesitation.

frankie and i really appreciate your thoughts.

its really okay if

people preferred not to share

as i understand its taxing on everyone

to fork bout 10bucks at one go.

i would rather pay myself

than make everyone unhappy forking out their money.

but then again, i wanted to share the gift with friends for him.

blame it on me,

it was a bad idea to start off having to plan all these stuffs.

i should have just stick to the plain old only joyce and family

every single year.

i just want frankie to be happy

but i guess money is a very sensitive issue to touch on for everyone.

i believe in karma

and

by

treating people the way you wanted to be treated in the end.

=)

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jim bean finals.

i felt my energy wasnt as good as the heats.

is it because the atmosphere was more tense?

quieter?

weird?

i have no idea

but i felt weird when i started dancing

the first part.

like something was amiss

diss that feeling and continue dancing.

i didnt felt anything when the results was out.

because i knew

it couldn be us

yea, i know.

wad the hell am i thinking.

i pinned my own crew down with my negative thoughts.

damn.

why do we always get screwed up in finals.

for suntec.

now jim beam.

wad is the problem

and

what is the solution.

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15mins have passed.

damn.

can the time just move slightly faster.

im rotting in lab

like really rotting

my skin are peeling off -.-

.

small gestures from friends

made my day =)

you wont realise

your actions/words

meant something to me.

.

bye world.

loves,

joycelyn`