JOYCELYN`

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i wanted to make it special.
i wanted to make it memorable for you.
but i know
its not gonna be awesome
its not gonna hit your expectation.
i know your expectations are very high
and now its drawing me away
from planning for you.
does thoughts or materials matter more to you?
i never like expectation.
because it pulls me away from wad i love/want to do.
in fact,
i hate expectations because im scare im unable to hit it.
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i have
the luck of family
the luck of dance
the luck of love
but i dont really have
the luck of friends.
i think alot.
way alot.
im sensitive, i cant deny it.
i just wish people were sensitive to my feelings,
not all the times but at least once.
im not invisible,
dont treat me as if im not there.
i have eyes
i can see very well.
dont pretend im okay
because way hell IM NOT OKAY.
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there's no such thing as IMPOSSIBLE!
if you want to do it,
you can do it.
and i really dont like.
if you have the heart,
you dont question.
i would appreciate a firm YES or NO.
adding on a THANK YOU.
Zzz
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bye world,
loves,
joycelyn`
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