JOYCELYN`

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didnt realise.
i felt
sad
while typing out on sunday at wq hse.
i didnt go through
was rushing for time
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i dont know where to start.
im affected
is it because i cant bear to admit
our frienship has failed
or
am i just assuming all this while?
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open my heart.
alright.
i will listen to you.
i will.
learn to open my heart.
learn to not assume.
learn to not read deeper into the lines.
learn to listen words easily.
learn to not take things into heart(which is.. damn hard)
learn to take it as guidance of words.
although .
i still wont feel happy.
i will do it.
its for my future sake too.
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im childish.
i am.
i know.
argh.
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let the accumulation goes away.
and
everything will be fine again
=)
"rainbow after each storm"
im looking forward
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"why should I care for one person who hates me when I have many others around?
right
why not think for a more happier/positive side rather den bothering too much of how the words hurts you
i know it sure will hurts
but den, yah.. just after the hurt part, dun think about it liao and dun keep link link link to many other things negatively
den will start to hurt more.

http://www.ikedaquotes.org/

same website as I pasted just now for you
favourite this website if you want
there's some guidance might be useful in times to times.
but got abit of buddhism ah. cos it's guidances from my Sensei
dun think too much le k "
.
thank you.
for your advice and all.
thank you
for everything =))
youre my angel yet devil at times.
hahhaaa
friends will argue at times
but till end of day
we're still friends.

"quoted.
The heart of one person moves another's. ... If one's own heart is closed, then the doors of other people's hearts will also shut tight. On the other hand, someone who makes all those around him or her into allies, bathing them in the sunlight of spring, will be treasured by all."
"It is much more valuable to look for the strengths in others-you gain nothing by criticizing people's imperfections. "
"Genuine sincerity opens people's hearts, while manipulation causes them to close"
"There is no true joy in a life lived closed up in the little shell of the self. When you take one step to reach out to people, when you meet with others and share their thoughts and sufferings, infinite compassion and wisdom well up within your heart. Your life is transformed."
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bus fares!
yes please
45cents please!
i used to complain bout the biasness btw schools
yes
finally
there's a petition
hoooray!

http://www.petitiononline.com/mod_perl/petition-sign.cgi?polybus

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sometimes
i'll get affected by my surroundings and heart
after awhile
i'll be fine.
im still growing.
my mentality will change when different parts of life sets in.
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i cant stand my neighbour.
frankie and i were chased by a flying cockroach
so we ran past my neighbour hse.
-.-
and she called my mum
and scolded her
or raise her voice
damn.
i dont like people who are rude.
seriously.
my mum has the same temper as mine
classified housewifes temper
LOL
whereas my dad and 2nd sis were calm.
i dont know how they could be so calm.
but yea
i was annoyed.
seriously.
her dog barks loudly everytime anyone walks past.
my popo fell and had her leg bled because of the bark that shocked her.
my cousins fell down.
frankie fell and hit himself
both sis tuiton teachers
or friends who came my hse before.
they didnt train the dog.
so we dont blame
but the owner
is just so unreasonable.
hello
you scared of loansharks
den ask your son dont borrow money from them.
we ran cause you to be panic.
emotional wadever called.
we both have.
just whoo give in to whoo.
and its not first time
second time
third time
.
we're scared of your dog as welll .
i dont want to give in to you
cause
you always bully my mummy
when you know my mum wont scold back
THANKS FOR BEING NICE TO YOU LAST TIME.
i dont know how..
argh damn asss.
my daddy is just so sweet and calm guy.
if i'm daddy,
i would have just flared up at her
like yea
-.-
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watched house bunny
we saved money
to catch the movie.
she's hot
pretty
sexy
and she's nice
yet bimbo
LOL
but nice personality.
she doesnt fights back
or argue back with the others mean girls.
nice show though
i just admire her being nice and forgiving
though her friends were harsh and mean to her few times
but she still ..
loves them =)
sisterhood
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i just copied and pasted from serene's blog.
thank you lovely.
for always putting your best to keep all of us together,
i know its not easy on you.
listening to all of ours rattles complains heartache and all to you.
i appreciate everything you do.
i miss.
green
purple
pink
blue.
nice rainbow colours.
.
you made me realise.
who am i true to who.
only few
are the ones
i want to make them stay with me.
who are worth fighting for,
getting my heart break/ache for.
whether the bond is superficial/surface or really tight.
realize my friends-circle has who.
when i dont like something,
she'll encouraged me to let the person know
if i really care for the person.
she's true to herself
and to our frienship.
its very touching to know
that she gets jealous over me
being close to another girl.
this shows our friendship
means alot to her.
(i do feel jealous also you know =X hahha )
she will explain to me things ive doubted with patiently.
.
"when i give my all in a friendship,
i dont ask for a return(money)
because
it will be insulting our friendship."
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.
.
i know ive make an effort
to care
to love
be on time
hand in assignment on time
study before exams
no matter its last min work
or prepare for ages
i know i made an effort.
and i should be happy for myself.
i dont need anyone to bring me down
because they are not me
(although they can give good guidance/knowledge/learning)
they dont see the effort behind you.
all
bosses
teachers
lecturers
collegues
classmates
dancemates
friends
family
people
sees is the result/product/overall
nothing else.
chin said before
"this is people, wad they see is wad they get"
which is right/true
noone is right or wrong.
its whether
which one we are willing to listen or ignore.
people tend to choose the words they want to hear.
of course
noone likes to hear nasty words straight in their faces.
ive watched this hk drama show.
this guy is really nasty to the max.
and mean.
and cunning.
but when his days are numbered
his feelings.
start to come out.
because he was hurt once
therefore he shut/locked his heart up.
thats why he dont need anyone else to care for him
not because he dont want
its he dont want to get hurt by not sincere/true people.
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lateness
i've always have this prob.
and i know
i cant run away from it
because
when i go to work
i still need to be on time
if not my salary will be cut
or
i'll be sacked.
ive been trying to be early
wake up earlier
and i cant blame the bus
for coming irregular or really late.
example
my class 12pm
i woke up 1015am
leave hse 1115am
bus came at 1150am
reach school 1205-1215pm.
this happens on days
when bus comes late.
on regular days
my bus will come at 1140am
and i'll be on time for school.
but .
noone takes bus as a excuse.
i cant predict when the bus comes late.
and the thought of leaving my hse 1hr earlier
when im staying so near to my school
dreads me from going sch
zzzZzz
but i cant help it
right.
i think i should write to the sbs ..
ask them
arrange more regular buses =)
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my post are very general.
based on experiences/wad ive seen before.
its not very nice to point names either.
so if you feel something.
maybe something in you is hinting you .
im not sure
but yea
=)
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raz told me
we have no rights to hate/dislike anyone in this world.
the best way is to avoid/try not to see him/her
to not make your life more miserable.
and hack
.
kw said.
as long we're happy
they're happy
everyone's happy
let them be
dont spoil their happiness
or disrupt our happiness too.
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sometimes.
i'll be mad ar them for one moment
but
when im not thinking of wadever angry thoughts,
i wotn be angry at all
therefore i tend to laugh/joke with people,
as if im not okay
but im really okay.
only when sudden thoughts flashed past my mind
den i'll get worked up again.
haha.
(emotions easily flare)
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I WANT TO BE HAPPPPPYYY!

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