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my youngest sis holding my new lower deck mattress =)
now i know where those comedians/artist/cartoonist gets their inspiration from.
LOL

at swensens.
frankie and my colouring.
he shades way better than me.
hahaaa.
oh yea.
frankie ex-classmate shyfully*
gave him 3boxes of colour pencils.
JEALOUS~~
its perfectly normal to be jealous in this world
and im proud to feel jealous.
( i think im crazy )
hahahaa.
IM OKAY NOW la.
lol


this certainly looks like marshmallow.
LOL
but its cotton balls.
maybe one day,
you know wad country will
cheapen their ingredients
and replace with chemical or inedible objects/substances.
like.
cotton balls for marshmallow.
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i almost bought mNm.
damn.
food is suppose to be ...
relaxing
but all these chemical replacing ingredients issues are twisting my appetite. yuck



i dont know why.
but frankie always laughs real hard
when he pull my cheeks.
hahahaha.
.
he always amuses me.
LOL.
he loves my dino-toes/feet.
he loves my fats.
yea right.
hahaha.
anyway,
ive gained 1kg.
LOL
=))








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now its 155am.
i have to wake upp at 645am.
to meet badd and iris to choreo at 815am.
MY BRAIN has shut.
MY EYES has said nights.
oh man.
i should be in bed by now.
why is choreoing ...
so hard on me?
girls hh is alot hell easier.
argh.
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in my heart.
when youre good means youre good.
full stop
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noone knows me better than me.
ASK ME DIRECTLY
if anyone has any doubts.
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i can be angry with you this minute
but that doesnt mean
i will still be angry with you for days/weeks/months/years.
ASK ME!
CLARIFY WITH ME!
Zzzzz
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why should i say hi
to my sec friend
when they dont even bother to say hi
and looked away upon meeting my eyes?
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school sucks.
wad a policy.
HELLO.
rules are meant to be broken.
Zzzz.
its boring having to stick to one
and not be flexible at all.
ASSSS.
allow us to dance/work with other schools
wont kill much.
okay.
perharps i dont understand wads going on.
Zzz.
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least unexpected stuffs are usually the best reward.
why?
example in my case.
i thought i would fail my papers
but
my results were the opposite
and it got me flying ... till now?
hmmmm.
maybe i phase it wrongly.
...
ehhh.
wad bout this?
you wont realise it at all until someone tells you
or gives you or suprise you with something positive?
...
or
you dont purposely dance on stage
wanting someone to tell you
you are good
because when they dont, the feeling sucks.
and also
as compared to someone who tells/praise you
unexpectedly
are mostly ............(wadever positive words there are)?
hahaha.
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mygod.
i dont know if our choreo is good enough.
is nice enough
for the juniors.
assurance.
is important
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sometimes by trying too hard to reach out for something,
the harder it is for you to get it.
and
feelings comes naturally.
from inside you.
feels angry= angry.
feels sad= sad.
feels pain=pain.
feels jealous=jealous.
feels annoyed=annoyed.
as simple as it is.
there are perharps alot more feelings
which i might not have come across yet
but i'll experience more as time passs =)
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you can/may hug alot of people in your lifetime/day/moments etc.
but only one person's hug is the most genuine one which noone else can replace.
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i dont want to be that cornered-shelved book lying in your life.
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

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