JOYCELYN`

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irriated with everything

today.

had four hours break.

i could have gone home and sleep

if i knew the audi could not be opened

because there were paints on the carpet

itself.

ZZzzzzz

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was at jupiter

just now.

slack.

at least my brain isnt hurting that badly.

guess i really just need to rest.

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i love green.
yes.
alot.
i think i like orange now
but green is still my No 1.
haahaaa.
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it was junwei's 21st ytd.
i know should have grand party
but time was a problem.
sorry we had to make a last min card for you.
hopefully, you'll love it =)
its green and orange.
hahahaaaa`
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we changed formation last night again.
was trying to adapt to new places
and the stage environment.
im still adjusting.
Dreams is coming this friday.
broadway is not done yet.
panic
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i have a very very fierce look.
especially my eyes.
put on thick black eyeliner
with long wavy hair
with long white coat
and place me at the corner.
i'll FREAK you out.
thats wad frank described
about my fierceness.
-.-
i know its true.
eeee
i feel scared for myself too.
oh gosh.
when i dance girls hh.
i dont feel like smiling.
maybe some parts.
and i really dont want to scare off audience.
maybe thats one reason
why i felt that ppl wont look at me.
im not sexy by nature.
im not pretty by birth.
i dont have body language myself
and my fierce look is putting me at
a very disadvantage.
i need to change
frankie said.
he knows i can smile.
there's one smile
which is sexy and pleasant to look at.
ive smiled before.
on stage.
on cca recruitment day
but
frankie and serene was there.
and i was smiling while looking at them.
i enjoyed myself back then.
guess i shouldn think so much when i dance
so that i will smile naturally?
yup.
i guess it is so.
4more days.
will i be able to overcome this?
it seems impossible
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there's a holiday package for sept.
to korea.
wahahahaaa.
but adeline and venetia are
preparing for their o's and psle.
i'll just wait, mummy.
it doesnt matter when.
=)
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i cant help but wait...
wooo yea.
cant help but wait.
check it out..
when i watched hk drama shows.
it feels like
im in the movie itself.
i can hear the anger
the heartbreak
the sadness.
awwww.
and it got me thinking before i sleep.
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i need a good rest.
i need to stop thinking.
and stop dreaming.
its killing my braincells.
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back been aching like ...
even bending down to pick up something
hurts.
massagechair is no longer helping
to ease the pain.
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i love green =)

























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