JOYCELYN`

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i hate it when it comes to night.
it makes me feel even more emotional and insecure.
im yearning for you now
but i cant have you with me.
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wad if one day im gone?
will you talk to yourself?
will you blame yourself that,
you should have accompany me when i wanted you most?
will you forget me?
will you move on quickly?
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we were supposed to meet today.
i gave up working for us.
but you had last min plans.
i can only understand.
i thought we're meeting for dinner.
but your mum cooked.
and i cant come.
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i went to the beach alone.
watching sunset.
day to night within half hour.
i sat on the green chair
the same chair
we sat last year
when i got back with you.
everything you said came running thru my mind.
joey said its not good to think of past.
i tried
but i wanted you here.
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the sun was down.
waiting for bus to parkway
when he finally called
after 3hours of silence.
argued.
i do appreciate.
its in my heart.
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batt finished.
walked around alone.
bought mascara and eyelash nutri at faceshop.
famous amos cookie.
met jillian at bedok.
supposingly we met because she wanted to pass me
a album.
but she forgot to bring.
we had dinner.
talked talked.
she accompanied me to buy greenapples/coke.
and waited with me for my bus.
thanks jillian=)
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i didnt do much at project meeting.
i know they're unhappy.
very.
but im really busy?
i asked for a task
but they said none.
headache.
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celebrated cousin bday.
ktv till 4am.
my sis bf stayed at our hse.
frank went hm.
we're both tired.
im not giving any blackface to you.
i dont deserve yours too.
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dance in morning.
my back hurts.
i felt pain.
in my heart.
my brain was not absorbing wad an-an teaching.
i asked around me.
they said they dont really know the choreo very well
but they could dance when the song was played.
i looked like a complete fool
standing there by myself.
yup.
thanks joey for teaching me in the end.
and iris for talking to me during the dance.
and nicole for going thru once before we went back to gin's class.
and serene when we were quite blur during the class.
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anyone can be a motivator.
but its never easy being a good one
because
the line is very thin
btw good or overboard.
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if my gpa really hits 2.
will i be given the chance to perform
or will i be given another valid reason?
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four more hours to school.
yup.
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i just want to be alone.
have the time for myself now.
=)

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