JOYCELYN`

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i just feel so down suddenly.
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is smiling better?
is frowning better?

is staring blankly better?



is looking everywhere better?



is stationing my eyes at one place better?



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i was late for class like 2mins.



stupid teacher.



school grace time was 15mins.



but this guy ... 10mins.



so i reached lab like 912am.



damn.



i walked up the stairs.



like 5level.



should have slept longer.



and come in like 1030am.



cause he always take 1hr30-1hr45mins to talk



before allowing us to self-practice.



the lesson is 2hrs.



yea.



stupid brainless guy.



though sometimes i find him poor thing etc.



dunno why.



hmmm.



that kind of feeling



when i see old people still working.



hmmmm



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how to say.



i am irrtated



yet



i dont want to stop being a listening ear.



saw sam's blog.



if its not yours, let it go.



my mum said.



hao ma bu chi hui tou cao.



i guess it means.



move on, dont go back to the place where you come from??



LOL



damn.



my language sucks!



spelling grammer vocab error -.-



i just suck at it, dont i?



lol



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had stage marking just now.



we changed formation again.



den i heard wrongly like



do your original formation.



yea.



so i ran to my formation while doing the steps



and everyone were not moving -.-



whops*



but i didnt felt scared or worried or anything.



just felt funny.



LOL.



like out of nowhere a girl just ran across the stage



like one end to another end.



so obvious.



i can imagine if i did that on actual day.



I'LL LAUGH LIKE MAD.



hahaha.



but gladly its just a rehearsal.



phew~



and and.



28feet.



oh man.



KATE is DOPE.



her seh*, feel, style, control, isolation, the HAIR.



im like.



wahh!



no wonder she's one of the better/top dancer in singapore.



like gin.



i am so honoured to know both of them=)



and there's this girl.



called ashley*/ashlee*.



from tp design school.



her isolation is dope!



when she markout,



its only her 20%



but it looks so damn dope la.



oh man.



heard from andreas.



she is a ballerina since 7years old.



whole family are ballerina.



how cool can that be?



i was in taekwondo when i was young-.-



wad a big contrast.



lol.



zahir is dope too.



my journey is very far away from now me.



hmmm.



got the young girl called kimberly from kids central.



in their group.



wah.



i dont even know wads hiphop when i was in sec1.



lol.



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i hate it when couples dont want to talk to each other



when there is a huge major problem right in front of them.



even outsiders can see it clearly too.



oh man.



it tires us too.



not just you.



its like we're all in this relationship with you and him.



frankie and i do argue when we tried to help both you.



its like.



you want to tell him stuffs.



you pass to me



i pass to frankie



frankie pass to him.



and the msg comes back in the square-loop again.



sometimes, we need to put down our ego



to just pick up the phone, text some msg



and send.



and the other party should at least reply.



but yea.



i say so much also no use.



it doesnt goes into the brain to generate and send the message.



how much more.



i do care but i get tired too.



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lately.



joey told me she felt neglected by me during auditions.



serene told me she felt leftout at times in dance.



meichin told me we have not been engaging her in conversations.



i am thinking till now.



i dont blame anyone for letting me know how they really feel.



i just wonder.



when did things become this way?



that the attention goes to only one friend, and not all.



i dont know wad to do



because somethings i dont realise it unless someone tells me bout it.



how do i prevent this from happening again?



i have only few friends.



i dont like losing them over some issues which can be solved



yet



i am helpless.



i felt helpless now.



does this happens in almost every friendships?



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exams are next week.



big groove is next week.



after those, i can relax



while frankie will start sch.



timing clashes again



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i am going to bed now.



before that, i took some pics from kat's blog.



thanks kat.



haha.



im such a photo-stealer*



i had cramps that day.



i hate cramps.



it hinder my performance that day.



i had first performance at 3pm.



i did well=))



i can felt it.



i was interracting with few people in front of me.



they did looked back.



hahaha.



i enjoyed myself.



i sang some parts.



i felt it=))



den after everything.



one malay lady went up to me



at the buffet area



and pat my arms,



telling me



i dance very well and she likes me.



LOL.



i was damn damn =))))))



because that is the very first time



someone whom i dont know at all



came in front of me and tell me that.



i smiled while thanking her.



den the cramp came.



damn.



second one was.. argh.



crap.



i felt abit. like really abit.



but the rest felt it.



congrats to them, my danceteam=)



i dread cramps.



yuck.



and yuck those girls who thinks that cramps are nothing only.



and one of my sec schmate msged me.



he was among the audience for my first performance.



hahahaa.



i felt =)))) again.



he said i dance well and the whole team makes him wanna learn dance.



weeee=))



yea.



i felt that we all improved.



lol





i love these 3 shoes =))

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