JOYCELYN`

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i dunno why i feel this way.
i dun even know if youre lying to me
or saying the truth.
just like my contacts.
the images are fadish.
i cant tell the right and wrong anymore.
i dun know wad are you doing now and then.
until i see for myself.
i know i shouldn push you in telling me things
but
cant you tell me yourself?
does all guys behave like this?
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his mum said to him to care more for her.
to msg her instead of only knowing how to msg me.
i guess her mum is JEALOUS..
said by joey.
LOL.
i really want to understand
but some things.
no.
sometimes when they nag him,
i can sense there is hidden meaning.
can i trust my instinct?
I REALLY DUN LIKE AT ALL.
i dont like when they nag at him for
not msging them,
not calling them,
not going home for dinner.
not staying at home.
not talking to them.
not sleeping early.
no late phone call.
not to go each others house( doesn apply to my family)
when i dont say good morning/good afternoon/good night.
and the list goes down.
it'll affect him alot.
hai!
I HATE HIS PARENTS NAGGING AT HIM!
cant they eveeeerr take a break..!
allow us to have our own time.
i go home alone
for your son to reach home early.
and you nagged him for saying
he has to be pushed to come home unwillingly
which is totally untrue.
it is the way you feel, not him.
how can you assume.
damn it.
joyce,
how long can i take it?
when is he ever gonna have his freedom.
will i still be around by then?
hai.
its been TWO YEARS AND THREE MONTHS.
i know i have to understand
but understanding is such a tired thing.
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i recognise this feeling.
disappointment.
we agreed to meet up
but things or i'll just say.
your parents will crop our date concidencely*.
i should have gotten used to this feeling two years back.
and i cant help seeing my hopes fall everytime.
although sometimes
you'll come and see me for 1-3hours.
but when you reach home.
you'll be nagged at.
my heart pains for you.
hai.
why does our relationship have so many obstacles.
hai.
the 11pm home thing is still on.
and it hurts on those nights he was with me.
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guess my blog is not private from my school anymore.
heard that someone in my class knows about my blog.
guess they got it thru link by link.
hahaha.
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bus 17 uncle was friendly.
he greeted me when i boarded.
and waved bye when i alighted.
so cool.
SBS3691L at 816pm at safra there.
lol
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i lost my phone at tampines subway.
k750i.
my memory card.
my simcard.
my contacts.
guess i was careless.
before it happened.
my memoryy card came out of the phone itself
which never happened.
i kept pushing it back but it wouldn.
should have took it out.
it was my last year bday gift from him.
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test next week.
and im still lost within the chapters.
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