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what do you want from me'

Saturday, October 13, 2007 ( 12:57:00 AM )

HELLOS!
i know ive not been blogging long time.
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update.
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being pretty and sexy does not mean anything.
if you cant love yourself, you cant make others love you.
you cant expect all girls to have big boobs.
im just one of them who is flat.
you cant expect all girls to be pretty or cute.
im just one of them who is nothing.
you cant expect everyone to dance well.
im just one of them who can dance but not well yet.
you cant expect all girls to be insensitive.
im just one of them who is sensitive.
im extreme case.
you cant expect all girls to breakdance.
im just one of them who does not have
the strength,
balance,bulit.
you cant expect all girls to be sweet gentle understanding
loving caring cute mature etc.
im just one of them who is not any of the above.
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learnt something.
never eat full before you sing.
its horrible.
lol
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my gpa below 2.
which f* means.
i have to be removed from performance.
damn it!
next sem,
i had to score all B and C which is...
6 hard subjects.
gosh.
im so dead.
but i so wanna perform.
motivation from dance.
lol.
i was picked by choonhui
for the first time
joey was picked too =)
am i improving
or am i thinking too much?
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won the majority of the round of taiti
with frank.
won the game "stress" too =D
wahahaha!
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lyn was right.
as a friend,
if you knew i am sensitive.
and frankie is linked to me.
and you felt that he has crossed over
the "close friend" line.
you should have pushed him away
instead of letting him in
when you minded.
and why try to be his gentle
understanding comfortable friend of his
just because you said you feel that he needs a friend.
why try so hard?
its so funny!
should i be thankful to you.
because of you,
our relationship actually strengthen alot.
i dont care now
that youre his once-comfortable friend
and that you analsye things well.
and that youre nice to talk to.
and that you assumed he loves you.
and that you told others that he's letting go me for you.
that he sent you home unknowingly.
that you hid when i confronted you before.
because you know why yourself.
lol.
just like wad chin said.
"you always want to be the best friend in their eyes"
and he said.
"you always want everyone to like you"
ppl dont say things for no reason.
when its pure concern.
its really pure concern.
nothing else.
when will you ever get it.
nvm.
forget it.
its over.
everythings' over.
lol.
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its worth it that i sacrifice my work
for dance because im happy with the outcome.
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im learning to trust you
and be positive bout us.
i know youre trying.
i know youre changing.
i love you for that.
for compromising to my sensitivity.
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i dont like freestyle.
hitting on beat is alright
but there's no mvoe thats woah'!
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still affected by dreams
but i believed it wont happen
because i had her assurance,
and his trust.
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i know im not anything
but i cant deny that im not jealous.
who wouldn be jealous when
you see someone with flawless skin.
nice curve.
big bust.
tall.
slim legs.
big eyes.
sharp nose.
sexy lips.
i would be jealous!
cause i have feelings.

TOP 3 PRETTY LIST IN TPDE juniors.
( not me)

invasion movie
wants people not to have emotions.
but why.
i mean.
dont you want to know
how it feels
when youre angry.
in love.
care for someone.
touched.
hurt.
making out.
etc.
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if you want someone to
give you the best treatment,
you have to give them too.
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i do love him.
i know.
"rejoice over the truth,
not brood over injuries"
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went ice-skating today
with
meichin.
iris.
kat.
corn.
bf.
sam.
seren.
andreas.
junwei.
kaiwen.
almost everyone fell down.
ahahaha
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ytd had confrontation.
din sleep for 38hours straight.
i look so old suddenly.
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yesterday everning was beautilful.
the beach was fantastic.
went with him.
loves!
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went ktv on wed.
with
meichin
andreas
junwei
meiqi
weirong
andy
weiqiang
eunice
ahfoong
jean.
before heading to dance class.
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tuesday night.
went dinner with
frank.
joey.
meichin.
iris.
bf.
sam.
kat.
corn.
kaiwen.
andreas.
junwei.
sitting outside mac
on the floor.
hahhaa`
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BRIGHT HAPPY FUTURE!