JOYCELYN`

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bish!
had my dance audition last night.
was very disappointed with the results.
maybe i just cant dance
or
maybe my luck isnt there.
there's
normal hiphop.
LA hiphop.
ghetto hiphop.
pop/lock.
breakdance.
five type.
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my rhr group.
meichin- ghetto.
iris-LA.
corn-LA and pop/lock.
joey-pop/lock.
frankie-pop/lock and main lead.
kaiwen-pop/lock and main lead.
nelson-breakdance.
vera-absent.
joyce.
bish myself.
im the only girl.
some dance i had never touch before.
which i feel so inferior now.
so unexpected.
so sudden.
so tough on me.
i got into BREAKDANCE.
my god la.
i cant do stunts except babyfreeze.
i cant even do pumping.
i cant even do shoulderfreeze.
that shoulderfreeze got my shoulder bruised.
i feel so so so inferior.
and i hate those who give me that look.
wah.
joyce breaker but cant break.
idiot shit!
i feel so stupid.
but....
i need training.
im gonna be so tomboy.
we're gonna perform in nov i guess?
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another performance
for roadshow thingy asap.
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another performance in sep.
rhr and 7beats.
choreoing.
bish.
hiphop and lyrical.
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another performance in oct.
rhr only.
american swing.
flexibility.
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i am so gonna be dead la.
still got studies.
im gonna be drop shit.
hahahaa.
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something is wrong with me.
ts word.
only me and frank understand.
hahaha.
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dance matter to me.
it cuts the conversation btw us.
only those who dances
and
has bf who doesnt dance.
knows
its realy hard to communicate.
i know youre trying.
im glad and appreciate.
but.
somethings are just ..
hard to describe.
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breakdance.
stop man.
haiz.
work with like 6guys?
am i so bad in hiphop?
i gotta improve man.
but the guys in breakdance are
really nice.
they taught me basic stuffs
of training my wrist and finger strength.
and six steps.
hahaha.
my both sis and close friend
were like laughing at me lor.
like i cant break.
wahlao.
i'll try man.
hahah.
try.
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today hiphop class.
need to change formation.
i thought of it
and it was complicated.
some people forgot bout it.
im really restless and .....
its like.
when i dance.
and stared in the mirror.
i really went diao.
that i dun even feel like dancing already.
i gave that jiao bin.
its so much better working with rhr.
sorry la ppl.
that im so mean.
but we could have won.
if we tried.
haiz.
nvm.
its experience.
lalalalaaa.
it'll be forgotten tmr morning.
got chosen to go free class next fri.
=)

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modern.
missing modern stretching now.
im really scared.
my turning sucks.
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next year march got performance
in esplanade.
yea.
i wanna aim!
=)

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