JOYCELYN`

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things are really getting more complicated.
its hard to explain.
its hard to discuss.
and the decision still lies on me.
i hate making a choice.
i hate making anyone hurt.
i hate being unhappy.
all i want is to be happy.
but f told me.
that ppl beside me aren happy at all.
so wad should i do?
that i should suffer in order to
allow ppl to be happy?
is there some way that
i can make them happy
yet myself be happy too.
damn it.
why is it so hard?
i never stop ppl from
doing wad they want.
by doing wad they love.
or stop them from talking
to friends.
but f wants me to stop
before things gets worser.
but why should i stop?
i dunno man.
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w says im foolish.
ask me to stop being miserable.
i really want to stop
but i cant.
its too.
painful i guess.
i really feel weird.
so weird now.
if he says he likes me,
i can understand but no.
he didnt say anything.
so how would i know
wads going on?
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been neglecting c cause of w.
seriously.
just admit.
things are becoming messy.
all cause of my indecisive actions.
but how would i know man!
i really feel weird now.
i really dont even want to think of anything.
his words really hurts.
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friendly to guys.
so funny.
you guys can be friendly to girls
but i cant.
idiot shit.
there's no such rule or law
that says cant be sociable to ppl.
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i just feel happy when i talk to w.
i just want to be happy again!
isnt that simple enough!
if anyone can make me happy,
obviously i would talk to that person.
tell me,
would you find someone
who always make you unhappy or make you smile?
isnt that understandable enough?
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i dont feel comfortable with c anymore.
i need time to adjust.
i really need time to.
but he wouldn give me the time to think.
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started dancing again
but cant dance long.
cause of my knee and back.
idiot shit.
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finished presentation ytd.
teacher was satisfied.
did well =)
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major exam next next week.
hahaha
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f c w unhappy with me.
cause of me.
me me again.
dumb dumbie.
cute!
hahaha.
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i dun want to go back to my old self again.
i really hate.
i dun even trust anyone now.
haiz.
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really complicated.

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