JOYCELYN`

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everynight.
i feel my inside breaking.
its calling for help.
asking me to stop and rest
but i cant
if i rest, i'll think alot.
if i think alot,
i'll be emo again
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every morning.
im late for classes.
couldn wake up.
my muscles are aching.
am i using the right strength
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currently in progress of popping.
and my arms are hurting.
currently in progress of turnings.
and my feet are tearing.
currently in progress of healing.
healing my back pains and knee probs.
after dancing,
bones pain are a prob to me.
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have i used too much strength?
was i really feeling good?
im venting everything out.
or am i not?
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its tiring.
to care.
when you needed attention.
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im breaking down.
seriously,
i feel like closing my eyes
and boom
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bryan's going to japan this sat.
my god!
im gonna miss him for a month.
meanwhile,
im not going dance because of studies.
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im stressing out.
know nth bout
ckt(physic)
esfac(electricity)
iwd(design safety etc)
emaths.
ahhh.
and my exams are
in less than 3weeks time.
its quite cool
to know that my
exams timing starts like.
7pm-9pm.
lols.
funny
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when did i started realising
i love to dance?
it was in sec3.
i rmmbr.
we were having annual cohort camp.
i was representing my group
for some game.
den they blindfolded us
and asked us to dance to the music.
i just danced to the music.
when they unfolded my blinds.
i realise there was only me and
another malay girl left in that
competition.
pretty awesome!
haha.
that was when i realised i could dance.
and my interest, passion and love
starts coming in.
den ishi came along.
now bryan.
yea =D
ive got chosen out by bryan again.
few times already
but i felt it wasnt my best.
ouch.
damn it.
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ive injured my lower back
and right knee, ankle.
silly me.
using wrong force of strength.
lalalaaa.
seeing a chinese physician tmr
=D
hope it doesnt pains.
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having emaths quiz tmr
and im so so clueless.
idiot shit.
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i love suman's style of dancing.
very LA style.
love it =D
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i couldn catch up in modern last week.
it was totally embarassing.
i need to get a pants for modern.
ahhh.
damn it.
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i love ghetto hiphop( street gangster style)
lalala.
its was nice sharing
with the others dancemates
bout the routine ive learned =D
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presentations.
research.
quizzes.
labtests.
are all coming up.
im feeling so tight.
my time management.
sucks.
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