JOYCELYN`

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each time ishi came across my mind.
i cry.
i feel stupid.
i never had someone around me died so young.
and its the first time im experiencing.
i dont like it at all.
wads done is done.
but i just cant help crying.
my emotions just keep flowing.
was it so pain till death was the only choice?
pain.
haiz.
you just dunno how much ppl love you.
ahhh.
i understand the kind intention from ppl
who console me.
who ask if im alright.
thank you.
im really alright.
just that
it gets my crying over again.
everyone comes and goes.
its just part of life.
i'll learn.
just let me cry.
i may seem alright
but its the heart that is aching.
no more laughter of his.
no more teaching of his.
" you promised to teach me bouncing
after i learnt how to move my feet. "
IVE MASTER THE FEET ALREADY.
now whose gonna teach me to bounce!!
the groove.
whose gonna replace you?
noone.
i finally had a dance teacher
and its gone.
like my dreams are dashed.
but..
IM ALRIGHT!
IM JUST BEING EMOY.
DAMN IT.
life goes on.
goes on on on on...
life is beautiful.
haiz.
each time i wear this pants,
it reminds me of your comment to me.
haiz.
each time i think of my competition,
it reminds me of how you held my arms to do small stunts.
haiz.
STOP IT JOYCE!
STOP IT.
alright.
lalalalala!!!

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