thats me`

e m P t Y

what do you want from me'

Wednesday, August 28, 2013 ( 11:30:00 PM )

well HEYLOOOO!

its been 26months in this line.
i would say im pretty comfortable doing this job,
occasionallly blues as usual but overall still surviving.

i would love to backpack and travel the world,
more on places ive never fly to before.
i want to check my list.
working again?
nah
but reality needs me to earn money to afford that small apartment downtown.
studying?
does it really help?
a degree holder earns 2-2.4k?
seriously.
im not ready for more than half my paycut with a higher education cert
that doesnt gives me extra cash.

im turning 23 this year.
gosh.
i cant not remind myself im getting older.
most days, i just sit by and do nothing in singapore.
not working my brain, not trying to make any effort in making time
for everyone.
its just.. exhausting to always plan.
that way i wouldnt be that sensitive over little issues.
things that i feel we should already have grown out of it from.

then again,
comparing singapore with other countries,
most people dont know how fortunate they really are.
to pay just $4.5 for a meal?
i had to pay $12 AUD or USD for a plate of fried rice.
$1.54 for transport?
i paid 3euros for just 2-4 bustops away.
....

okay my brain isnt working already.
hah.
so goodnight world;

time flies'

Wednesday, December 19, 2012 ( 11:09:00 PM )

wow.
its been almost a year since i last touched this webby.
old-school shit.
2012;
so many things had happened.

i lost someone i never got the chance to love.
i made mistakes that i doubt anyone would forgive me.
i gained new strangers as friends.
i lost contact with friends i used to see every single day back in schooldays.
i gave up dancing physically but not in my heart.
i wasted my time myself away.

if i could rewrite history.
if i could just start 2012 over again,
would i have choosen the same path i walked?
i really dont know.

its a scar for life.
and i meant for life.
i should have just listened to my heart.
not you.
but because i love you too.

job wise.
its been a great journey.
i love seeing the world.
having my own time.
even though it sparks loneliness in me.
i know i had grew much more independent than i was before.
maybe just not towards relationship.
time is never enough even as the years goes by.

countries ive been so far in my life ( holiday/work);

Australia- Brisbane Melbourne Sydney Adelaide Perth GoldCoast
Cambodia- PhomnPenh SiemReap
China- Beijing Shanghai Guangzhou
Indonesia-Bintan Batam Bali Jakarta
Phillipines-Manila
Japan-Tokyo Osaka Nagoya Hokkaido JeJu
South Korea-Seoul
South Africa-Johannesburg
Taiwan
Thailand-Pattaya Bangkok Phuket Krabi
Malaysia-Langkawi Malacca JB Desaru Genting
New Zealand-Auckland Christchurch
Britain-London
Denmark-Copenhagen
Sweden-Malmo
Germany-Munich
Italy-Milan
Netherland-Amsterdam
Turkey-Istanbul Cappodocia
Russia-Moscow
USA-Houston NewYork LosAngeles SanFransico SanDiego LasVegas
Eygpt-Cairo
UAE-Dubai AbuDhabi Jeddah
India-Maldives SriLanka NewDelhi Bombay Ahmedabad
HongKong Macau

i am looking forward to my new places like
frankfurt
paris
vietnam
switzerland
and moreeee.
=))

please do not let the world ends!

2012

Wednesday, January 11, 2012 ( 12:46:00 PM )

its been almost 4 months since i ventured the sky.

had both the good and bad times.

the hardest was for me to leave home for work.

sometimes i feel like a free child roaming the world

yet

sometimes i feel so lonely out in a foreign land.

i miss my lifestyle.

i miss my family friends and frankie.

as i grow up,

i need to face the fact that i need the money.

for every purpose in life.

i dont know what other jobs can offer in future.

right now,

im just stuck here.

broken hearted.

Thursday, December 1, 2011 ( 3:24:00 AM )

they say flying takes more time away from you.

i beg to defer.

you are much more busier than me.

i dont see you even on my offdays.

dont turn the table round by saying youre free when im away.

then why arent you making use of the days im away to finish your stuffs so

we can meet up.

and not meet up to accompany you go here there.

but own time.

our own time.

when was the last time we went out together

without constant ringing/msging from your fellow friends

rushing you to go back office etc.

why do we even have the curfew from your friends.

this is bullshit.

till now

you still dont get it, dont you?

say im unreasonable, not understanding?

give me one solid reason why i should?

dont bullshit with me that because its part of loving you should be.

im not selfish to steal your dreams away from you

but you just cant handle both, let alone ns is coming next month.

oh great.

relationship is no longer just love.

it needs commitment.

where is yours?

Monday, November 21, 2011 ( 2:55:00 PM )

WOOOHOOOO~

how many ages since ive been here =))

nothing much from me.

bye~

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